Ive been reflecting on decisions that I have made recently, and I realized that totally removing you from my life was a big mistake. I understand that you have someone special in your life and that we wont have anything. However, I don’t want to lose you as a friend because you were someone I enjoyed being around.
I will totally understand if you don’t want anything to do with me anymore. But if you ever want, maybe we can catch up over Chipotle or something. Just send me a text and I will make time.
I’ve contemplated texting you, but there is a fine line I feel I may be riding… Not too sure what to think relative to not hearing back from you recently… However, I just want to let you know that what you were/are thinking is more than likely right… Being able to see you again I was hoping would spark that special connection that we once shared; to rekindle and perhaps get that chance we never really got… Even though we had such a short time together, those two amazing months meant so much more to me than relationships that I’ve had for longer… And in all honesty, I cherish the time we shared, and I still genuinely like you and care for you. It’s just not everyday that you find someone you are so compatible with, in so many ways. And I would hate to never know if there was more to us… Anyhow, I can understand why you may be hesitant getting back to me, so I felt it was only fair to be upfront and completely honest with you.
So I am just going to go out on a limb here: If you want to, I would love to take you out on a date again. I promise it won’t involve The Landing or bowling if that helps makes your decision any easier haha
I would love to hear back or talk to you sometime.
Even though I constantly find myself strolling down the same tunnel that seems to have no light near, a feeling of hope continues to linger. A feeling that seems so right, that giving up too quick would be another big mistake in my life; a mistake that I don’t want to look back and regret in the future.
I still can’t help but reminisce on the quality times spent together, and all the special moments shared that still regenerates that big, silly smile I had around you. The nights lying under the stars, getting to know each other so well; playing with Jack at the dog park while he rubs slobber all over us; hiking to Sarah McLachlan “songs” and dancing the night away at Grims; to playing Frisbee, putt-putt and arcade games; and the many more adventures. Those times shared – having fun, being silly and awkward – remind me why you are worth putting in the effort. Because to me, YOU are worth every ounce of energy put into this.
And to be completely honest, I really hope you never thought that I had ever given up or didn’t put in enough effort in us. Considering the circumstances at one point, I did what I thought would be best to keep that special connection alive; trying to express how much you meant to me, while doing my best to respect your situation. Although our status was a little different then a few people in pieces of your writing, I hope you know that I would do anything and everything to save a relationship, if it had ever gone down hill for reasons in control. And to just continue to show you that I would always be there for you, since day one.
Chels – you are the girl that has literally driven me up a wall. And I would go through it all again to get another chance at us.
November 28, 2015 at 4:43 pm
Hi Chelsie,
Ive been reflecting on decisions that I have made recently, and I realized that totally removing you from my life was a big mistake. I understand that you have someone special in your life and that we wont have anything. However, I don’t want to lose you as a friend because you were someone I enjoyed being around.
I will totally understand if you don’t want anything to do with me anymore. But if you ever want, maybe we can catch up over Chipotle or something. Just send me a text and I will make time.
Hope all is well with you.
Miss you,
Nick
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December 30, 2015 at 6:25 am
Chelsie,
I’ve contemplated texting you, but there is a fine line I feel I may be riding… Not too sure what to think relative to not hearing back from you recently… However, I just want to let you know that what you were/are thinking is more than likely right… Being able to see you again I was hoping would spark that special connection that we once shared; to rekindle and perhaps get that chance we never really got… Even though we had such a short time together, those two amazing months meant so much more to me than relationships that I’ve had for longer… And in all honesty, I cherish the time we shared, and I still genuinely like you and care for you. It’s just not everyday that you find someone you are so compatible with, in so many ways. And I would hate to never know if there was more to us… Anyhow, I can understand why you may be hesitant getting back to me, so I felt it was only fair to be upfront and completely honest with you.
So I am just going to go out on a limb here: If you want to, I would love to take you out on a date again. I promise it won’t involve The Landing or bowling if that helps makes your decision any easier haha
I would love to hear back or talk to you sometime.
I hope you have a wonderful New Years, Chelsie.
-Nick
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February 5, 2016 at 3:38 am
Chelsie,
Even though I constantly find myself strolling down the same tunnel that seems to have no light near, a feeling of hope continues to linger. A feeling that seems so right, that giving up too quick would be another big mistake in my life; a mistake that I don’t want to look back and regret in the future.
I still can’t help but reminisce on the quality times spent together, and all the special moments shared that still regenerates that big, silly smile I had around you. The nights lying under the stars, getting to know each other so well; playing with Jack at the dog park while he rubs slobber all over us; hiking to Sarah McLachlan “songs” and dancing the night away at Grims; to playing Frisbee, putt-putt and arcade games; and the many more adventures. Those times shared – having fun, being silly and awkward – remind me why you are worth putting in the effort. Because to me, YOU are worth every ounce of energy put into this.
And to be completely honest, I really hope you never thought that I had ever given up or didn’t put in enough effort in us. Considering the circumstances at one point, I did what I thought would be best to keep that special connection alive; trying to express how much you meant to me, while doing my best to respect your situation. Although our status was a little different then a few people in pieces of your writing, I hope you know that I would do anything and everything to save a relationship, if it had ever gone down hill for reasons in control. And to just continue to show you that I would always be there for you, since day one.
Chels – you are the girl that has literally driven me up a wall. And I would go through it all again to get another chance at us.
I miss you beyond words can explain,
Nick
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